Death Cab for Cutie - I’ll Follow You Into the Dark
the things i've received - literally or non-literally, im not sure if im able to reciprocate. is it always better to receive than never give at all? i rather it be the other way around.
last night chatting with liching for the night made me realise things that i've thought before. especially my priorities at this stage of life. i realise i've been dabbing into too many little things that im forgetting what i'm exactly looking for. thats why sometimes i feel rather lost. even though i feel like i studied quite a lot during my semesters, the results is not good at all. i guess it's cos' i havent been concentrating or focusing as hard as i should have been, i've been too distracted along the way. so when semester 3 (i cant tell you how much i detest this sem, even before the sem starts, im alr hoping it ends soon!!!) starts, im going to stop voluntary work (last one being 31st august) and commit my heart n soul to my studies, while carrying on with driving lessons n tuition. it's really time to get dead serious. though it's quite sad that im not the type of person who can balance both work n play well. some people can play real hard but study as much too.
it's funny that before every semester, i always feel so hyped up of really studying hard but when the lessons start rolling, things become another story. really hope this semester i can prove myself wrong.
so, go away you bugger distractions.
ahhh, studying really makes me feel olddddddd.